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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

I have been spoilt rotten today, if I am honest with you. We are going swimming with dolphins when in Portugal and that was my valentines day present! I am so lucky! That and my Kinect 

Was watching my films for this week and I actually thought I was going to be sick. The main film is called Blood of the Beasts and it's all about the slaughtering of animals and it is very graphic and it shows literally every bit of the murder and dissection 

I got my exam results for English this morning. (I found it ironic that the Romanticism results came out on Valentines Day) and I passed. I got a 13 which is quite good, but I'm not happy enough and there is room for improvement. I am away to start writing my essay for English so I can get some people to proof read it as I want to do really well this term.

SO I am offski!

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the bf and I are going on HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! Portugal got booked last night and to be honest, I cannot wait to go get some sun!!!! I even got a new dress today for holiday! I want me a tan!!!

Anyway had work at 5 this morning and one of the girls and I were stripping wallpaper. I work in a clothes shop. Really?!? Was there much need? Although it was a brilliant workout as all we had was a ladder, a stanley knife and our hands to take it down. Was quite amusing to be fair.

I went to uni today (totally didn't procrastinate for 3 hours beforehand though by shopping) and I did an hour and a halfs revision!!! I'm proud of myself and I'm planning on doing more tomorrow. My life is very boring so Iw ill stop going on about it.

One more word: PORTUGAL!!!!

To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being there.

I have already blogged today, but I have something I want to get off of my chest. This blog is going to be a personal one but I think it is the only way I can deal what exactly has gone on in my life over the last couple of months.

My family and I have always been close, no matter how much they get on my nerves, and recently my Dad got diagnosed with cancer. Hearing this, i was upset and didn't know how to deal with what was happening. It was a pure coincidence that they found out about the tumor he had in his kidney and I'm so thankful to the doctor who sent him for the tests, even though it was unrelated.

My Dad went and got the operation to remove the tumor and it turned out they had to remove the whole kidney. I was just glad it was something that he could live with only one of. He came out and I got told the truth about his operation which I found hard to handle. During the operation he had tomhave blood transfusions and it was really difficult to hear. I know people go through this all the time but when it's someone you know it's completely different.

To hats pretty much all I have to say and if anybody actually read this and cares my Dad's getting better now and has the all clear which makes me super happy. Now we just have to wait and see.